Well, most of you have been on this site long enough to know i try to make jokes and brush things off pretty easily. That is because i Internalize things and don't express myself very easily. I hear this from my wife a lot "Get angry, tell me how you feel, shout, yell" but i don't because i usually keep my emotions on the inside. She has gotten me to come a long way with expressing myself.
This post is about my uncle and me just releasing some stress and emotion. He lives in Long Island NY. When i was younger i would go and see them all the time and it would always be a treat. I used to never want to leave and hated when we left. I remember the icecream truck and the basement and the other cousins who i think are in the mafia haha.
About a year ago my uncle fell down and half his face stopped workin, my aunt took him to the doctor and he was diagnosed with ALS or Lou Gehrigs disease. This disease pretty much slowly stops your body from functioning. My uncle would go through highs and lows for a while where he could barely move to laughing and carrying on like normal.
They went to South Africa to meet a doctor and he came back and was good for a few months. Then it went downhill. Hew had to start eating through a straw and using a breathing machine. Today my mom called me and told me he was in a Hospice center fully now which means he doesn't have long. Maybe an hour or 20 days. No one knows but he told my aunt he was ready to go. I pray for him everyday and hope the pain is gone and he has a painfree passing.
I will probably be taking a trip to NY soon for the funeral. For those of you who believe in God please pray for him. For those who don't nice words are always appreciated.
This post is about my uncle and me just releasing some stress and emotion. He lives in Long Island NY. When i was younger i would go and see them all the time and it would always be a treat. I used to never want to leave and hated when we left. I remember the icecream truck and the basement and the other cousins who i think are in the mafia haha.
About a year ago my uncle fell down and half his face stopped workin, my aunt took him to the doctor and he was diagnosed with ALS or Lou Gehrigs disease. This disease pretty much slowly stops your body from functioning. My uncle would go through highs and lows for a while where he could barely move to laughing and carrying on like normal.
They went to South Africa to meet a doctor and he came back and was good for a few months. Then it went downhill. Hew had to start eating through a straw and using a breathing machine. Today my mom called me and told me he was in a Hospice center fully now which means he doesn't have long. Maybe an hour or 20 days. No one knows but he told my aunt he was ready to go. I pray for him everyday and hope the pain is gone and he has a painfree passing.
I will probably be taking a trip to NY soon for the funeral. For those of you who believe in God please pray for him. For those who don't nice words are always appreciated.