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Writing a book about bullying and the state of our world

Razulian

The Mad Scientist
As the title says, I'm writing a book about hate, bullying and generally bad stuff trough my eyes.
What I'm doing mainly now is write snippets and then putting it all together.



This is a snippet where I talk about someone very important to me, one of the things I talk about:
"...
She was bullied for being "fat", but I saw a photo from her childhood and she was oh so beautiful (she hasn't changed a bit either!). I feel her scars when I talk to her, I know how she feels. I don't know if what I experienced during my childhood was worse than what she experienced, but I do keep multiplying how bad it was for her by +infinity.
You know? I'd take the bullet for someone else, even if it is someone I don't know. Mainly because I don't want to live with the fact that I let something bad happen.
But with her it's a little bit different, it's more like "I'm too late..." and then I feel really bad. Is this a bad thing? I wouldn't know, she IS the single most important person for me.
Why is she so important you ask? Well, I recognize myself in her. I was bullied too, people called me stupid all the time too. She let what others say into her head, same thing happened to me (that's why I didn't think that I had potential as a kid).
She has quite a lot of potential, smartest girl I know and it didn't take long for me to notice it. I want to make this clear to her.
It's the combination of me wanting to give her a better life, our similarities and how she keeps bewildering me all the time that makes me love her.
Maybe I can't make it all better for her at once but atleast I'm doing whatever I can for her and am at her side all the time, it's the least I can do to see that smile on her face.

Enough about love though, this book isn't about that after all.
...
"
One would make a jigsaw puzzle from an already finished picture but I'm making the pieces first and then adjusting the pieces so it'll fit with all the rest.


Also, feel free to reply with suggestions (things I could talk about, personal experiences etc). I could make a "Q&A" chapter.

With bad stuff I mean discrimination, racism, bullying, hate, stealing, etc.



PS:
Here's another snippet:
"...
Every person has some good in his heart.
See that man over there?
He's holding that gun so he can get some money to feed his daughter.
He's doing this because he got fired and to make matters worse his bank account got closed and all his belongings were taken away.
Now his daughter is the only thing that keeps him going, he doesn't want to lose her too.
..."
 
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