Here's something that happened at school:
Today I yelled at my IT teacher "HO!" "FUCK YOU MAN", packed my bag, shut down my computer and out of the classroom while pushing a desk away with anger and banged the door shut.
After this I just went to the secretariat
of my school to talk about it with a secretary who's really nice to me and knows what I'm like but he wasn't there; asked for the student guidance person, she wasn't at school either; then asked for the principal, nope he was gone too).
I was rocking on my chair, something I do at all the classes but the IT teacher told me to stop rocking.
He said "stop exaggerating about it", I told him to stop exaggerating himself since every other teacher doesn't say something about it and that I do it even at home and that it helps me concentrate.With rocking I mean literally rocking with the chair, not moving back and forwards with my body.
Then he just said something racist "I went to Istanbul last week and even there the Turkish people weren't like you"; and he came to me, grabbed my neck and pushed me forward.
I said "Stop it, I don't like it when someone touches me".
I Tried pulling his hand away, and he said something in the lines of "stop exaggerating".
I thought he was going to push the chair downward so I didn't move away, but he just grabbed my neck (I don't like getting touched by other people without knowing what they are going to do, or atleast seeing their hands approaching me).
When I was at the secretariat, I tried to explain it; but the people there were just "hey it's just a friendly gesture, it's humane!".
I tried to explain them something and they just interrupted me, and then I became a bit mad and said "YOU SHOULD LET SOMEONE END HIS SENTENCE BEFORE SAYING SOMETHING!".
He kept trying to say something and I just kept saying the same line until he stopped; then I told them that I have Asperger's syndrome and told them about some of the things I can't handle.
When I joined the school my parents told the school about it, but they just... god dammit I'm really dissapointed in people, when I started going to this school I hoped that I wouldn't see any people that would be like this.Atleast they asked me how I felt, angry? I said "dissapointed", as I'm dissapointed in the world (I was writing a book about it).
I rock my chair because it's a form of self-stimulation, you'll see this behaviour a lot with other Aspie's.
All the teachers know what I'm like: really nice, respectful and good marks.
But when someone goes a step too far then I have a meltdown.
When I have a meltdown all sorts of things can happen, like me breaking stuff, fighting, yelling, etc.
It's something I can't do much about, it's one of the disadvantages of having Asperger's, not being able to control your emotions properly.
I know it's hard for some people to deal with me, but it's best to just let me do what I want to do as I'm not doing something that's bad. It's the best tip I can give someone who has to deal with an Aspie.
EDIT:
Here's a movie about someone who has Asperger's, who's pretty much like me. No, he's literally like me.
Go on and watch it some time, it's a really nice movie; I love it.
Today I yelled at my IT teacher "HO!" "FUCK YOU MAN", packed my bag, shut down my computer and out of the classroom while pushing a desk away with anger and banged the door shut.
After this I just went to the secretariat
of my school to talk about it with a secretary who's really nice to me and knows what I'm like but he wasn't there; asked for the student guidance person, she wasn't at school either; then asked for the principal, nope he was gone too).
I was rocking on my chair, something I do at all the classes but the IT teacher told me to stop rocking.
He said "stop exaggerating about it", I told him to stop exaggerating himself since every other teacher doesn't say something about it and that I do it even at home and that it helps me concentrate.With rocking I mean literally rocking with the chair, not moving back and forwards with my body.
Then he just said something racist "I went to Istanbul last week and even there the Turkish people weren't like you"; and he came to me, grabbed my neck and pushed me forward.
I said "Stop it, I don't like it when someone touches me".
I Tried pulling his hand away, and he said something in the lines of "stop exaggerating".
I thought he was going to push the chair downward so I didn't move away, but he just grabbed my neck (I don't like getting touched by other people without knowing what they are going to do, or atleast seeing their hands approaching me).
When I was at the secretariat, I tried to explain it; but the people there were just "hey it's just a friendly gesture, it's humane!".
I tried to explain them something and they just interrupted me, and then I became a bit mad and said "YOU SHOULD LET SOMEONE END HIS SENTENCE BEFORE SAYING SOMETHING!".
He kept trying to say something and I just kept saying the same line until he stopped; then I told them that I have Asperger's syndrome and told them about some of the things I can't handle.
When I joined the school my parents told the school about it, but they just... god dammit I'm really dissapointed in people, when I started going to this school I hoped that I wouldn't see any people that would be like this.Atleast they asked me how I felt, angry? I said "dissapointed", as I'm dissapointed in the world (I was writing a book about it).
I rock my chair because it's a form of self-stimulation, you'll see this behaviour a lot with other Aspie's.
All the teachers know what I'm like: really nice, respectful and good marks.
But when someone goes a step too far then I have a meltdown.
When I have a meltdown all sorts of things can happen, like me breaking stuff, fighting, yelling, etc.
It's something I can't do much about, it's one of the disadvantages of having Asperger's, not being able to control your emotions properly.
I know it's hard for some people to deal with me, but it's best to just let me do what I want to do as I'm not doing something that's bad. It's the best tip I can give someone who has to deal with an Aspie.
EDIT:
Here's a movie about someone who has Asperger's, who's pretty much like me. No, he's literally like me.
Go on and watch it some time, it's a really nice movie; I love it.