Haha, yeah people tend to get really emotional about these things. I think I got everything you were saying and hopefully understand!
But, I guess the point I'm trying to get at is a theory I have had. I believe that this innate need of "God" to be acknowledged, and to be "let in to our heart" etc. comes off to me as a very mortal reflection of human fears and feelings. It is a reflection of how we feel about ourselves. In that sense, we are God and God is we. God was (in my opionion) created initially to explain things that were unexplainable, as well as to diminish fears of unknown such as death, and what happens after? It answers the question of "why were we created, is there a greater purpose?" We as humans don't want to accept our own animalistic properties. We don't understand the universe, and as such we fear it. This is why science and religion often clash; certain things that had previously been explained through the use of a deity are being more understood, and the religious that don't want to accept that end up clashing with the ideals of science. This is why there is the science vs. religion conflict.
Now, as time went on and more and more 'lore' was created around the concept of "God," this deity began to pick up traits that, to me, are largely just humans wanting a more humanoid deity. As such, this more humanoid deity began reflecting our own feelings of indaquacy right along side it's mystical omnipotence. It is, to me, illogical that any divine all knowing being would want so badly to be acknowledged, and would dissaciate from those that do not acknowledge. This to me, screams of human mortality. If lonliness is the issue, then is heaven really so great after all? If the all mighty creator can be lonley up there or feel inadequate, then I can't imagine it is this perfect existance we achieve after death. It sounds very humanistic and mortal to me.
That being said, my view of how a "God" would
really be is much less personal then the generally accepted view of God. I think a true God would be perfectly satisfied with humans acting with good morals and good will toward others. Admiring the beauty of life and nature would be more then enough; there wouldn't be this "ACKNOWLEDGE ME, FOR I AM THE LORD" sentiment.
I am of the opinion that, given our current course, religion (at least as we know it) will become an antiquated thing. Much like our views on the ancient Roman/Greek/Norse mythology - it becomes more of a fairly tale, understood as being a 'primitive' (not trying to belittle anyone's beliefs here, just the best word to us) system of beliefs that is obviously not true.
I also think that everyone needs to stop saying, "MY WAY IS TRUE, HEAR ME OR BE JUDGED" and start speaking more humbly on the subject. If everyone believed everything we knew about "God" or "Religion" to be an ASSUMPTION rather then FACT and admit that we, as humans, probably don't know a whole lot, I think the world would be a better place.
To me what first turned me off to religion was just how tainted with human flaw it was. Perhaps if I had met people like yourself or
Keleynal when I was growing up I would have a different opinion.
I should state as a disclaimer that I do believe Religion causes more hate then it does love. I believe that religion clashes with science and inhibits the growth of knowledge. Just my personal opinion, I won't back it up with a zillion reasons why I am just making it known how I feel (I'm a pretty open person and I don't like to hide anything, especially when having a discussion like this!)
Edit: I just wanted to add, I also REALLY dislike when people say things like "God wants xxxx, God says xxx". To me it seems sacriligious to make these assertions when EVERYTHING we know has been handed down to us from OTHER HUMANS. None of us have directly spoken to God. You can believe what you want and make your own assertions, but I don't think it's right to assume we know anything about God, at least not verbatum. I think if you tote around an assertion about God he would be pretty peeved if it was based on something that a human just decided to toss in there. Always be wary, and admit that we know nothing.
Edit Edit: Sorry, no more after this haha. I just wanted to pose a question: What if someone is born in a region where Christianity (or whatever religion for that matter) is unable to reach them. If it is impossible to reach them in their life time, what does that mean for them? They are not going to just come up with this stuff on their own. Are they just as guilty as the Atheist that is educated and knows enough about religion to make a decision? Are they less guilty because they are ignorant to it?